Hey there's always a solution to every problem, that's what I was taught.Take a look at what you're interested in, like fashion for example.You could always try for art college or similar where you could study fashion or art design.I'm sure you're entitled to financial aid and you might even end up at a famous store or company one day.It's all about doing something you're good at Maxine or something you like.That's what helps to keep motivated.