If you want to know where I am/or Have been, Look me up in Facebook, and Try to Find me in Yahoo.
Facebook: Lucas Jadrych
Yahoo: hikori91490@yahoo.com
I Will forever miss San-Chan, for she has met a fate that was not to be......
I don't want you to commit suicide Amanda, I'll gladly do that to take your place.... But I guess my words are no more for you right?
I am through with this world! Love is always judged, always measured, always segregated! Always Fake! I had it with all of these Lies that Love deals! It's true I can't find a girl to call my own! My Heart plays with them, when I try to love them, My heart has been changed, and now that it is Dark, It can't and it won't change back! It will not allow me to love anyone without conflict! I am to be loveless all my Life! No matter what any one says! My Vampiric Heart turned into a Demonic one, and now that it has, I can't stop it's lust for revenge on all who seek it! I do not know what to do now........ My heart only finds it's satisfaction by bringing all who wish to love me pain...... It finds someone, go along with them then finds another and it keeps going until a conflict starts and I can't love someone without being too late! I hate my life, I wish that they didn't stop me, because if they didn't then I wouldn't have had to deal with this pain and regret of hurting others! Why won't my heart just leave me alone and why won't they leave me alone?! All I want to do right now is to just die....so that everyone can live their life, find their own love, and don't have to deal with me and what I say...... Because I tried to express the truth, but everyone refuses to listen, they all think I am crazy, talking about Demons who really are Angels, well, I had it I won't talk to anyone anymore because of the pain, suffering, regret, and everything in between!........................
I didn't ask to be the Chosen One that God wanted, I am just one of those who are unlucky at these things........
I have been avoiding everyone, I am sorry for if I hurt you all, but my heart has been hurt and I only wanted to be alone... it seems like me and Pandaparks and I can't be, it seems like one of her ex-boyfriends still loves her, but wasn't my love good enough for her? No...no it was not........
Well I like to draw, watch movies, watch ANIME (Moives & series), play video games, watch TV, I'm also interested in getting a date (If the one on myspace isn't going out with another), I like to practice Kendo, I'm active, I like to go outside, I'm romantic (I fall in love easily and heartbroken easily), and anything that I like. I have dark brown hair, hazle eyes, I am a little fat sorry to say... and most of all I'm kinda having a complicated relationship (Not Dating yet). I don't care for looks, and race when it comes to ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥LOVE♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ . I am a Vampire, a good Vampire. I have Demons, yes Demons, they go in this order, Petty Demons, Lesser Demons, Greater Demons, and Grand Demons. These Demons have taken me in as one of their own, the Greater Demons want to let us Humans, as they call us, that they are there, waiting for us to do something stupid and it causes us all to die. But they are only trying to help for now. ☻☻☻☻.
Love is cruel, even to those who need it the most, I am a victim of love, as are we all, but my pain excceds far beyond other people. No matter where I look, no matter what I do, I am always alone and I will always suffer. I know that several wish for me to date them, but in the end it will die in heartbreak, and thus I will be hated by them. Things for me don't work out as well as others, but they are lucky, they don't have to deal with an Oath of Demons, nor do they have to suffer as long as I do.♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Love
You are Love. Love is the glue that binds us all together. The love of family, the love of friends, the love between husbands and their wives--these things form the foundation of our happiness, our security, and our comfort. "All you need is love."
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Faith
Charity
Courage
Friendship
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My Songs:
"My December"
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things that I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things that I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
This is my December
These are my snow-covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things that I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the things
I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
"Nobody's Listening"
Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is how could you ignore it
We drop right back in the cut over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like
Rewind that we're just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten but still unforgiven
But in the meantime there are those who wanna talk this and that
So I suppose that it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
it goes
[Chorus]
(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
handfull of anger, held in my chest
And everything left’s a waste of time
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else’s more
I’m riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it’s better I can’t keep myself together
Because all of this stress gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something I could set my sights on
Never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years the fear and
Trash talking and the people it was to
And the people that started it just like you
[Chorus]
(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
handfull of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
Heart full of pain, head full of stress
handfull of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
Heart full of pain
[Chorus]
(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
(Nobody’s listening)
handfull of anger, held in my chest
(Nobody’s listening)
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat and tears
(Nobody’s listening)
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
(Nobody’s listening)
Coming at you from every side
"Down by the Reeds"
Down by the Reeds
Down by the Reeds
Where souls float unbroken
By White Balverines
Down by the Reeds
Night-blooming weeds embrace those
Who go dancing, in sad-moonlit dreams
Down by the Reeds
A twisted path lead
To Banshees who breate out
A cold winter breeze
Nobody knows
Nobody sees
The sirens of Oakvale
Down by the Reeds
Down by the Reeds
Down by the Reeds
Swim the sirens of Oakvale
Out to the seas
"Purdue: Kiss My Eyes and Lay Me to Sleep"
This is what I brought you this you can keep,
This is what I brought you may forget me.
I promise to depart just promise one thing,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
This is what I brought you this you can keep,
This is what I brought you may forget me.
I promise you my heart just promise to sing,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
This is what I thought,
I thought you need me,
This is what I thought so think me naïve,
I promise you a heart you'd promise to keep,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
"I will not Bow"
Fall
Now the dark begins to rise
Save your breath, it's far from over
Leave the lost and dead behind
Now's your chance to run for cover
I don't wanna change the world
I just wanna leave it colder
Light the fuse and burn it up
Take the path that leads to nowhere
-chorus-
All is lost again
But I'm not giving in
I will not bow
I will not break
I will shut the world away
I will not fall
I will not fade
I will take your breath away
Fall
Watch the end through dying eyes
Now the dark is taking over
Show me where forever dies
Take the fall and run to Heaven
-chorus-
All is lost again
But I'm not giving in
I will not bow
I will not break
I will shut the world away
I will not fall
I will not fade
I will take your breath away
And I'll survive, paranoid
I have lost the will to change
And I'm not proud, cold-blooded fake
I will shut the world away
I will not bow
I will not break
I will shut the world away
I will not fall
I will not fade
I will take your breath away
And I'll survive; paranoid
I have lost the will to change
And I'm not proud, cold-blooded fake
I will shut the world away
Fall
"You'll be in my Heart"
Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight
I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry
For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always
Why can't they understand
the way we feel
They just don't trust
what they can't explain
I know we're different but,
deep inside us
We're not that different at all
And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know
When destiny calls you
You must be strong
cause I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together cause
you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more
Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always
yes i'll be with you.
cause i'll be there for you always
always and always
just look over your shoulder
just look over your shoulder
just look over your shoulder
i'll be there for you always
always
"Falling Apart"
Everything's falling apart!
Stutter step through another trap set by deception
Mention rejection rejection
Always lies in your eyes
Settles in your action
Lies in your eyes
Settles in your action
Jeopardize everything that I want
And I won't compromise anything anymore
In any way victimize myself any more
Liberty (YEAH)
Manipulations on my mind
Expectations well defined
Frustrate me
Liberate mankind
Cause everything's falling apart
You can't control me, You can't control me
Everything's falling apart
You can't control me
Everything's falling apart
Now I can't see you
Doesn't matter what I do
I can't see you
Cause everything's falling apart
Got exposed to a deeper form of infection
Shout out "I need acception"
Always lies in your eyes
Settles in your action
Lies in your eyes
Settles in your action
Criticize everything that I do
And I will overcome anything that's in store
Nevermore look up to you and adore
Liberty (YEAH)
Manipulations on my mind
Expectations well defined
Frustrate me
Liberate mankind
Cause everything's falling apart
You can't control me, You can't control me
Everything's falling apart
You can't control me
Everything's falling apart
Now I can't see you
Doesn't matter what I do
I can't see you
Cause everything's falling apart
Manipulation is on my mind
Inspect me - try to check me
Expectations well defined
Dissect me - want to wreck me
Violator of my own will
Accept me- reject me
Separate or SHOOT TO KILL
Hey, everyone! This is my First Song that I came up with, No Harsh Comments Please...
"The New Land"
Welcome to
The all New Land
The Land of Purity
The Land of Harmony
Where no one is sick
With the Corruption of Sin
But when we leave
We shall return
To stay in this world
No one Judges
No one Harms
For we are
In the Land of God
*No one ever Leaves this Land
No one ever Breaks it's Ban
We are all happy
We are always at Peace*
So, come back to the Land
And lay on the Sand
Let the Waters wash your Soul
Let the Air lift you into the Sky
Our Hearts are Joined
As one we Walk
Never to let Sin
Corrupt our minds
*No one ever Leaves this Land
No one ever Breaks it's Ban
We are all Happy
We are always at Peace*
We, my fellow Humans, are not alone
We, my Fellow Humans, are guided
By none other than God's Veterans
The Very Same Veterans
Who Fought for us
Who let our Lord
And our Father
who let our Lady
And our Mother
Create us in their Vision
To let us continue their work
To populate this World
But all went Wrong
When Satin Brought
His Corruption to our World
To our Lives
Now we live in Fear
We live in a world
Run by Sinners
Who led us to War
So, come back to the Land
And Lay on the Sand
Let the Waters wash your Soul
Let the Air Lift you into the Sky
Our Hearts are Joined
As one we Walk
Never to Let Sin
Corrupt our Mind
So, come back to the Land
"Come back to the Land"
And Lay on the Sand
"Lay on the Sand"
Let the Waters wash your Soul
"Wash your Soul"
Let the Air Lift you into the Sky
"Into the Sky"
Our Hearts are Joined
"Our Hearts are Joined"
As one we Walk
"As one we Walk"
Never to Let Sin
"Never to Let Sin"
Corrupt our Minds
"Corrupt our Minds"
We are Happy
To be in this World
To be Cleansed for our Sins
To Live a Life of Purity
To Forever Remember
That We will return to that Land....